the title speaks for itself.
anyway,
oh, my, god.
i don't think i want to be an architect anymore!
this is all very bad timing.
I hate feeling like i don't know what i want to be.
I have never felt like i had no idea what I wanted to be.
it is a freaking crisis worse than the credit crunch if i may say.
(okay fine it isnt but whatever)

i went to that ecareers.sg thing and the PGI assessment is so bloody long its impossible to complete. 23 pages long. so i did the short interest-based thing. and, they asked me to go be a: (i'll just copy and paste it all)

1 Occupations Match All Choices
Development Managers (NParks)

12 Occupations Match All But One Choice
Fund ManagersGame and Level DesignersLighting ArtistsMultimedia ProducersOperations Managers Personal Financial Consultants/Financial PlannersProduct StructurersPublic Relations OfficersRelationship ManagersTexture ArtistsTrust ProfessionalsVisual Effects (VFX) Artists

OHMYGOD RIGHT?
i dont want to do all this nonsense! i re-did the quiz twice and tweaked my answers a little cos the results from the first try was nothing less than astonishing.
I DO NOT WANT TO BE A GAME PROGRAMMER;
and it has "hot" beside it, signifying that its a "hot choice" hahahaha.
oh my god. game programmer.
and, i do not want to be a fund manager. do i look like i want to be a fund manager?
under the 75% part, visual effects artists get paid only about a thousand+ dollars a month.
no thank you. AND its boring. (and slightly weird like game programming weird)

i am feeling rather distressed right now.
and chefs are paid miserably little, and i dont want to do something whereby you dont have to go to university to study.
but i dont want to be a doctor (because my knees go weak when i see blood and i don't take biology anymore) OR a dentist because i hate smelly breath and rotting teeth.
and i dont want to be a lawyer cos corporate lawyers sound like you do the same thing everyday and i dont want to be barister because i dont want to go to court and be scary.
and i dont want to be a pet groomer or a vet or a flower planter or a janitor or a waiter or an interior designer because interior designers are interior designers.

we need to fix this

I like to make my own headbands because its so fun, and I can fashion them in a manner that I most prefer :D
This ribbon is really luxurious! I dug it out from somewhere, it was used to tie the box that held the stuffed dog that my aunt gave me for my strings concert last year. Thank god I kept the ribbon! it's really nice ribbon. Otherwise, you can just get ribbon from scrapbook stores like Laine's at wheelock, but cos theyre for scrapbooks theyre really not half as nice.




Step 1: Make the bow! i was way too lazy to photograph the process of making the bow and sewing it up, but anyway....

and TADAAAA ITS DONE! maybe you'll see me wearing it in school (:
but it stands out a little too much cos of the colour and the size of the bow, so I havent worn it to school yet, and maybe wont ever. But i'm wearing it out tomorrow! it matches my dark blue knitted top with the ribbon pattern on it from river island. lalala~

the wine red one i wear is handmade too! I made one for Sadie so we have matching hairbands! but the black one is from diva. just a side note, I think white bow headbands on black hair looks really bad. It'll look really nice on blond hair, but on black, it just looks SO STRANGE! especially with the VJ school uniform. eurgh.

RESTAURANT CITY ON FB IS WAYYYYYY FUN! SO MUCH BETTER THAN PET SOCIETYYYYYYYYY!!! :D :D :D



angry part of my happy post:
there's jap class tml. last week, this stupid fat bitch (and it was only her first lesson with us while we've mostly been there for more than 6 months) kept being mean and arguing with me that my definition of "fruits are what contain the seeds of the plant, and vegetables refer to the rest of the plant like the leaves, so a chilli is a fruit and so is a cucumber" was WRONG. its right okay.
the freaking pig kept insisting that I was wrong and trying to embarass me in front of the whole jap class when SHE'S WRONG! HELLO JUST GOOGLE IT?!?!?!?!??!??!?!!??!! i wouldnt mind if she was nice and told me her definition or said what she had to say nicely, she was being awfully rude about it and her tone was terrible.
i told her that it was in my PRIMARY SCHOOL science textbook and she still held firm to her ridiculous position.
she is a very rude ignorant turd. and i cannot believe that the rest of my jap class, all of them being adults, and nobody stood for my position, everyone was either all blur or thinking that eggplants were freaking vegetables so I was wrong. HELLO!?!?!?!?!?? ITS A FRUIT.
AND SHE KEPT FINGERING THE ENDS OF HER HAIR! STOP IT! it was so distracting.

i love this bag, its so big and happy! the design is so nice right:D got it from desigual (as is evident from the picture) when i went shopping there when it just opened at taka.


it looks much better not in a photo ): i dont know why it looks so dead here. oh well! but anyway, I LOVE BOWS~ (and watercolours)

java keeps annoying me by making me download the latest version when i don't want it!
the old version is serving me well, so why do i need to new one? geez.
anywayyyyyy

i love water colours! theyre so fun :D
i wonder who "kiasu lar" or something is.
do i know you? i always get annoyed when people tag and i dont know who they are, but then i'm always so tempted myself to tag on random people's blogs when i have something to say without identifying myself. haha, i bet we all have have such secret tendencies :P

everyone's soursop strawberry crazy, but it tastes kinda artificial doesnt it? makes me wonder if it is indeed all-natural! but oh well, it tastes good so who cares!
i can't believe theres that freaking chem lecture test on wed.
i have absolutely no mood to study. so i shant. heh. i havent been in a mood to study since last year's eoys. in fact im still feeling the "oh its the end of eoys so why bother!"- mood. honestly!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know i actually enjoy viewing xiaxue's blog sometimes? she has all these cool pictures of her stuff and her cute dog. but i don't really READ-read it. you know what i mean!
but if i view it too often im reminded by how im actually helping her earn more money.

ah~ wish we could have a sddk outing soon~